I saw photos of them hanging out, playing soccer, and looking at cool adventurous things. For a moment I thought, “I’m not athletic or disciplined or thin enough for him to like me the way she is.” And then I heard a really cool voice say, “you just spent an entire weekend camping and playing capture the flag.” And I thought, that’s right! That was a really cool weekend! I got to spend time with really cool kids, and worship the Lord, and play my ukulele in my hammock! Sure I may not be super thin, and I have a hard time getting my homework done and working on drawings and my instruments. But I think it’s safe to assume that the Lord will provide me with a really cool dude who is super into me despite all that. Cause the Lord provides even when I have insecurities and I fail on a daily basis. The Lord is bigger than I am. And that’s why I don’t have to worry about competing for this guy. Cause it’s not up to me. That may drive some people insane. But I just gained a lot of peace from a Lord who is watching out for me.